~Radical~

Be the best at what you can be

Life..

is more important now than ever.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Zzz

been studyin in monash till 11 for the past two nights.. this is crazy. and the ironic thing is tat tho as much ive been studyin it doesnt seem like im progressin much...

God help me....

Sunday, August 23, 2009

No Greater Love - Part 1

If you ever need a reminder of how much God loves you and that he sacrificed his son for you, this is the best article that you should read :)

After a few hymns, the pastor stood up and introduced a guest speaker. With that,, an elderly man stepped up to the pulpit to speak.

"Three people boarded a boat; a father, his son and the son's friend. they were sailing off the Pacific Coast. Then a fast-approaching storm blocked any attempt to get back to shore. The waves were so high that even though the father was an experienced sailor, he could not keep the boat upright and the three of them were swept off the boat an into the ocean.

The old man hesitated for a moment, making eye contact with two teenager who looked somewhat interested in his story. He continued, "Grabbing a rescue line, the father had to make the most excruciating decision of his life. Which boy should he throw the other end of the line to? He only had seconds to make the decision. The dather knew that son was a Christian, and he also knew that his son's friend definitely was not. The agony of his decision could not be matched by the torrent of waves. As the father...

ill continue in the next post :)

Saturday, August 22, 2009

upgraded laptop

oh yeah!

i jus got a cheap rm 20 cooler and a keypad protector for my laptop. ya i noe i noe its nothing special but for some1 ulu like me im fascinated by the coolers blue light comin out from my laptops ass hahahahahaha.

anyway, for the next three weeks, mid term test weh. i hope i wont fail any of them 0.0 i reli need to study man. i wasted one day doing nothing. well, i DID stuffs like playin basketball, gooing to pyramid to get my cooler and protector( OH YES! ) but ahem! i shud get serious :) hahahhahaa.

anyway will update soon. and yeah. uni life? its great! makin whole lot of new and unexpected frens. like ppl ive seen around before even in college but never expect to actually noe them.. someday. hahaha u noe who u are! but its good lar its not a bad thing :D

God bless

Monday, August 17, 2009

busy weekend

omg,

two lab reports ,one of them is formal , both due this friday. not only that, problem set 3 is due this tuesday, and we havent even finished the problem set 1. AND. assignment which is worth 6 % due on tuesday as well. everything due on tuesday is for maths. wednesday, physics tutorial due. thursday, dynamics. AND. 29th august, which is next week, is my mid term test. how to survive this two long weeks :S haihs the stress. can die man.

some1 save me pls.

God, please help me as much as u can, while i go study now.

Monday, August 3, 2009

its different

its been awhile :).

i walk through different corridors, different classrooms, different lecture halls, studying different things, learning different aspects in life, meeting different people, doing different things after class, entering a different study place, parking at a different place, eating different things for lunch, seeing different people from last time, acknowledging different people from last time and understanding different things.

but theres one thing that would never change, yes. indeed. You know what it is.

its been long enough since ive dragged this on. being not who i used to be, the highly-spirited passionate young 16 year old lad that i used to be, im no longer the same. in fact, for the past two years, circumstances and sick incidences have caught up so much in my life that some things wouldnt be d same anymore.

i guess its normal for some, its sad for most, its considered unlucky for many, life-learning for others, but its fortunate to God. i guess we all have to grow up some day and learn things on the way.

i want to look to the future and look back when im older that i did the right things, said the right stuffs, chose the right paths, and loved the way i lived. i wanna be better. i wanna learn from my mistakes from the last chances that i was given. i wanna look to the future, pat my own shoulders and tell myself, "it was good that u went through everything u did last time in order to be who u are now" and i want God to say that i have made my daddy up there proud.

its funny how sometimes we've learned from our mistakes, yet we still make the same errors after a certain amount of time. just like my friend who said that i would turn back to the same old me after awhile, i guess sometimes its inevitable. but so be it that he said that; let me take it as an advise from him instead of sulking over it and think that i would always be the same.

because in the end, it is my life. its the way i want to shape it. not anyone else. and nothing is impossible through him. for "i can do all things through Him who strenghtens me."