~Radical~

Be the best at what you can be

Life..

is more important now than ever.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Zzz

been studyin in monash till 11 for the past two nights.. this is crazy. and the ironic thing is tat tho as much ive been studyin it doesnt seem like im progressin much...

God help me....

Sunday, August 23, 2009

No Greater Love - Part 1

If you ever need a reminder of how much God loves you and that he sacrificed his son for you, this is the best article that you should read :)

After a few hymns, the pastor stood up and introduced a guest speaker. With that,, an elderly man stepped up to the pulpit to speak.

"Three people boarded a boat; a father, his son and the son's friend. they were sailing off the Pacific Coast. Then a fast-approaching storm blocked any attempt to get back to shore. The waves were so high that even though the father was an experienced sailor, he could not keep the boat upright and the three of them were swept off the boat an into the ocean.

The old man hesitated for a moment, making eye contact with two teenager who looked somewhat interested in his story. He continued, "Grabbing a rescue line, the father had to make the most excruciating decision of his life. Which boy should he throw the other end of the line to? He only had seconds to make the decision. The dather knew that son was a Christian, and he also knew that his son's friend definitely was not. The agony of his decision could not be matched by the torrent of waves. As the father...

ill continue in the next post :)

Saturday, August 22, 2009

upgraded laptop

oh yeah!

i jus got a cheap rm 20 cooler and a keypad protector for my laptop. ya i noe i noe its nothing special but for some1 ulu like me im fascinated by the coolers blue light comin out from my laptops ass hahahahahaha.

anyway, for the next three weeks, mid term test weh. i hope i wont fail any of them 0.0 i reli need to study man. i wasted one day doing nothing. well, i DID stuffs like playin basketball, gooing to pyramid to get my cooler and protector( OH YES! ) but ahem! i shud get serious :) hahahhahaa.

anyway will update soon. and yeah. uni life? its great! makin whole lot of new and unexpected frens. like ppl ive seen around before even in college but never expect to actually noe them.. someday. hahaha u noe who u are! but its good lar its not a bad thing :D

God bless

Monday, August 17, 2009

busy weekend

omg,

two lab reports ,one of them is formal , both due this friday. not only that, problem set 3 is due this tuesday, and we havent even finished the problem set 1. AND. assignment which is worth 6 % due on tuesday as well. everything due on tuesday is for maths. wednesday, physics tutorial due. thursday, dynamics. AND. 29th august, which is next week, is my mid term test. how to survive this two long weeks :S haihs the stress. can die man.

some1 save me pls.

God, please help me as much as u can, while i go study now.

Monday, August 3, 2009

its different

its been awhile :).

i walk through different corridors, different classrooms, different lecture halls, studying different things, learning different aspects in life, meeting different people, doing different things after class, entering a different study place, parking at a different place, eating different things for lunch, seeing different people from last time, acknowledging different people from last time and understanding different things.

but theres one thing that would never change, yes. indeed. You know what it is.

its been long enough since ive dragged this on. being not who i used to be, the highly-spirited passionate young 16 year old lad that i used to be, im no longer the same. in fact, for the past two years, circumstances and sick incidences have caught up so much in my life that some things wouldnt be d same anymore.

i guess its normal for some, its sad for most, its considered unlucky for many, life-learning for others, but its fortunate to God. i guess we all have to grow up some day and learn things on the way.

i want to look to the future and look back when im older that i did the right things, said the right stuffs, chose the right paths, and loved the way i lived. i wanna be better. i wanna learn from my mistakes from the last chances that i was given. i wanna look to the future, pat my own shoulders and tell myself, "it was good that u went through everything u did last time in order to be who u are now" and i want God to say that i have made my daddy up there proud.

its funny how sometimes we've learned from our mistakes, yet we still make the same errors after a certain amount of time. just like my friend who said that i would turn back to the same old me after awhile, i guess sometimes its inevitable. but so be it that he said that; let me take it as an advise from him instead of sulking over it and think that i would always be the same.

because in the end, it is my life. its the way i want to shape it. not anyone else. and nothing is impossible through him. for "i can do all things through Him who strenghtens me."

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

~The Time Has Come~

i noe!

its jus like hillsongs the time has come right? LOL i guess the time HAS come for the year to end. and wat a great year has it been! time flew so quickly! those memories shared together; half high school and half college life has been great. ive learned so much.

i remember tellin myself of all d years in my life i havta make 17 the best one. because thats the number where i shud be at the peak of my prime. i guess 18 has to be d right number ;)

things have changed. frens, ppl, character, even the way i think of life and all. i guess ppl do grow up and learn from the past :) anyway, these are the pics of the year. some from 2006( sorry no pic of themt his year LOL) . here u go :)

note: i mixed them together so these pics are not in chronological order








the english peeps :D




me and baby jasmine! :D



who knew it would be my last high school camp :D



the greatest teacher some1 would ask for




my two cousins! WOOOHOO!




rachel! my good fren who taught me about life :D



my dear fren vicky who filled the place to be my prom queen LOL






closest college buddies :D



LYNN!!! always there for me :D




who else.. lol i love u sis :)



netball team mou! haha




so called "hot" nadia :)



lynn and ian :)



college peeps :)


basketball team 2006. those memories would last a lifetime :)





chinese new year pics!! cousin u look awesome tho i look like SHIT! lol



me justin alex acting dumb in pyramid haha



lynns house for lantern festival :)



cousins birthday! u look fabulous :)




last day of school. thanks guys :)



ANGELA!!! dun argue anymore! :p and marielle, my good fillipino fren :D




my supergirl :)


nabil and arkas! bros


i love this pic! we have the same smile :)



jus before i left to aus. hahahaha will always remember dat day :)






anyway! this year has been great!!! thanks for everything guys! AND to HE who has changed my life!
thanks so much for everything God :) thank u so much for such great frens! there are more but i dun have their pics, i jus wanna say a big thank u for every1 :)

God Bless and have a great year ahead!!

looking forward to 2009!!

Monday, December 8, 2008

Church...

yo! im kinda free now

well, went to church today. and u noe wat? i slept from 1:45-5:45 am the night before that. oni for four hours! and i went for both services cos i had to play for worship for childrens church. so after church i was practically dead tired. AND! we went to martins farewell lunch at mid valley. so it kinda took all d energy out of me. VERY TIRED.

when i got home i slept from 9-12am. im THAT tired k? hahahaha. todays been a tiring day. jus resting now. hehe. besides tat, nothing much has been going on. except im spending my holidays hanging out and all. i think its time for me to start doing something beneficial. work out? guitar? physics? yeah. i think these three are the most important. lets not forget God shall we? :D

God Bless.

Saturday, December 6, 2008

CIMP Prom Night 2008

and so me and me frens went for prom
awesome night!!! here are the pics. no need to explain anything lar LOL.

date: 2nd December 2008
venue: Holiday Villa Victorian Ball
time: 7:30 pm




the four ugly girls LOL

hey partner :D


kim( grandma!!) :D


hey partner.. AGAIN! :D



ian! sorry u didnt win best dressed haha



oh group pic! everyones with the partner! and alford
was sittin beside mine! SO IRRITATIN PISS ME OFF! hahaha kiddin kiddin :D


HOT STUFF KAH LOON!


the guys :D



OLD GRANDMA!!Celia :)

and there you go! prom king and queen :) good job vicky!



anyway there are other pictures but i havent gotten them, so ill jus be postin these. it was an awesome night. reli. a very good thing to remember and to be remembered :D and theres oni one sad thing. the prom kings and queens do not get to keep their crown!!!!! so stupid right?!?!?! LOL but we all had fun :) thanks again guys! hope to see some of u next year! :D

Saturday, November 22, 2008

hey ppl! sorry for not posting lately! busy lar!! anyway these are the pics ive taken wit my peeps on the last day of college classes. so sad!! for them lar cos its stil my first semester :p anyway thanks for d pics u guys u filled up the space beside me nicely :D HAHAHAHAHAHHA kiddin! syok sendiri weh! thanks for everything :D




small kid! :D



ugly lynn :p


(from left) xavier, me, celia, alford, hooi li, lynn, chooi yee

alan phang! hahaha sounds like a celebrity



khai lai! ipoh fren! LOL



CHOOI YEE!!!

GAYSHAN!!!


anyway for those who wil be back next semester. see u next sem! for those who are leavin, well urm thanks a lot for everything. reli. i appreciate it. theres no better way to fill my time and space in college life besides with u guys(and girls) . let this memory be dwelled into us and leave steps to our glorifying and memorable lives :D

exams!!! wil update after that. all da best guys!

Sunday, November 2, 2008

small things in life

virus: a thing that grows in someones body and multiplies more and more as time goes by. we would never realise it coming when it is small, but oni notice its presence as it gets large and difficult to be erased.

that is the same thing with our faults and weaknesses. its funny how we always ignore small matters that creeps into our thoughts or actions, thinking that it is just a small thing and it can be ignored. little do we know that these things are the main cause of larger and larger problems in our lives

small things in live have no harm to us until it gets larger. our attitudes, characters are all the same. when we meet some1 at first, what weakness that person( every1 has cos no ones perfect) has is evitable and take it as a small thing. oni when time passes, the conflicts get larger, problems get harder and harder to be solved and friendships would soon break out and turn into some kinda war.

i realised this yday. that whenever i feel like skippin church ill jus tel myself its only ONE DAY and it wouldnt happen again. the same thing happens over and over again. so it worsens and affects my relationship with Him at the same time. ignorance is bliss, but not for this matter.

we all have things that we wanna tell others. but we are afraid. we have feelings we wanna share. but we're afraid. we have things we wanna settle but we drag on. i guess this is just to remind me or everyone that we cant keep avoiding things that troubles us. cos sooner or later it will affect us and some things might be too late. and if its too late u would regret not doing it earlier and when u do regret u will mourn and wish u can turn back the time. and even if u wish u noe things wil never be the same again cos u cant turn back the time so u jus havta move on and learn from it. but why let those things go away if it means so much to u at that moment? some revelations might only happen once. like great opportunities. and great things. like life. u oni go throught life once. so do the best u can.

like my dad says it, " do it once and do the best you can"