small things in life

virus: a thing that grows in someones body and multiplies more and more as time goes by. we would never realise it coming when it is small, but oni notice its presence as it gets large and difficult to be erased.

that is the same thing with our faults and weaknesses. its funny how we always ignore small matters that creeps into our thoughts or actions, thinking that it is just a small thing and it can be ignored. little do we know that these things are the main cause of larger and larger problems in our lives

small things in live have no harm to us until it gets larger. our attitudes, characters are all the same. when we meet some1 at first, what weakness that person( every1 has cos no ones perfect) has is evitable and take it as a small thing. oni when time passes, the conflicts get larger, problems get harder and harder to be solved and friendships would soon break out and turn into some kinda war.

i realised this yday. that whenever i feel like skippin church ill jus tel myself its only ONE DAY and it wouldnt happen again. the same thing happens over and over again. so it worsens and affects my relationship with Him at the same time. ignorance is bliss, but not for this matter.

we all have things that we wanna tell others. but we are afraid. we have feelings we wanna share. but we're afraid. we have things we wanna settle but we drag on. i guess this is just to remind me or everyone that we cant keep avoiding things that troubles us. cos sooner or later it will affect us and some things might be too late. and if its too late u would regret not doing it earlier and when u do regret u will mourn and wish u can turn back the time. and even if u wish u noe things wil never be the same again cos u cant turn back the time so u jus havta move on and learn from it. but why let those things go away if it means so much to u at that moment? some revelations might only happen once. like great opportunities. and great things. like life. u oni go throught life once. so do the best u can.

like my dad says it, " do it once and do the best you can"