hey guys,
i forgot to tel u all that.. im back!! actually every1 who sees me noes im back lar.. DUH! cos they saw me! hahahhaha so stupid :p
been busy wit school. i have like 9 more books of Physics( intense calculations of whatever u can think of that can be calculated with crazy formulas) and once that is done im off to college! actually im already gettin into college lar im jus doin this for fun lol.
besides school, im back to the gym! bought protein drinks so that i can build my body faster and get muscles faster too. i hope it works man. im kinda outta shape since i came back! but no worries ill get my sexy body back soon! wait for me girls!! hahahhaha jus kiddin :P
actually im pretty stressed up lately. i dunno. over.. things i guess. but ill try to stay strong. Gods there with me, why worry so much :) cast all your worries unto Him. yeap.. tats wat ill do.
and i heard from Danielle worship team expects us to be able to play a list of songs. like more than 20 songs? i better start practicin soon man!! if not ill be kicked out for showing lack of interests and commitment hehehe.
anyway ill stop here. wil post some pics from aus soon, once my sis gets back from ipoh. but ahya u guys have seen me lar no need Aussie pics lar its jus me in different backgrounds :p
see ya
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Alfred and Simone
hey..
life is so unpredictable. one moment u might be the happiest guy on earth, and the next thing u noe.. sumthing jus happened and it stripped and tore ur heart. u may be happy that u have the highest grades in class, only to find out the next few days that u fractured ur bones. or u got urself a girl fren and tell urself that this might actually "work out" but end up gettin disappointed and dumped by the one u thought was ur true love
u may think that this person that uve jus accepted to u be ur boyfriend is the one u get to spend with for d rest of ur life, only to find out that he has cancer and he cant be saved the next few months. well, shit happens, and it did to my beloved sister.
i got an sms from my sister today that she was leavin to ipoh and she borrowed one of my caps. so i called her, cos i was CONCERNED about which cap she took ( hahahaha im a loser) and i oso asked her why was she going back.. and she said she had to attend Alfreds funeral.
Alfreds gone.. sleepin peacefully during the last few breaths of his life. i wonder what would u actually think of when u noe ur gonna go; have i made enough money in my life? have i had the best things in life? am i going to heaven? or have i done my best to give my best to others? i wonder what was on his mind...
its a sad thing; the nicest guy my sister met, some1 i feel that was so strong and independent has to leave us. why do nice people tend to leave this life earlier? its not right to say life is unfair but sumtimes it is indeed very true...
i know that he was happy towards the end of his life, though he had to suffer so much putting on the tube and breathing through it, going through surgeries and having to see the doctor time after time. for some1 like him to have gone through that, withuot complainin as much as i noe i would if i was put into that situation, i reli look up to him.. his so strong. i reli dunno wat to say.. im glad in a way hes suffering came to an end :) seeing him not being able to tok anymore, only able to tell ppl wat he thinks by writin notes down and forced to breathe through a tube, it must be hard for him..
i noe i wouldnt be able to take it if i was him. yeah. i would be so mentally affected, i would think of commiting suicide. im sure most of us would. i would pity myself. i would cry so often i would want to be another person. but sometimes we cant choose certain things in our lives. some things cant be changed, and i guess we havta live with it and make d best out of it.
i would say that ive learnt something from this. apart from appreciating the ones u have, and u shud give urself to others and spend as much time as u want with them, i believe that i havta be strong. i cant be complanin so much anymore. life has its ups and downs, but look around. there are so many other ppl in this life who has to go through worse shits than u. alfreds definitely one of them.. im glad he had some1 like my sister to take care of him.
watchin my sister going to the hospital to see him everyday, takin care of him and all.. is the most admirable thing ive seen in my own eyes. never in my life have i seen with my very own eyes, such tremendous sacrifice someone has made for d other person. mayb ive never actually seen the world hahahaha but i noe that some1 like my sister to do all those things.. is definitely hard to find.
im so proud to be her brother( for once).. i reli do.. i guess ill always be there for her, as she is going through her hardest moments in life.. i cant do much, but i would try my very best to not make her feel lonely and all. thats all i can do... i hope she gets to read this..
bye
life is so unpredictable. one moment u might be the happiest guy on earth, and the next thing u noe.. sumthing jus happened and it stripped and tore ur heart. u may be happy that u have the highest grades in class, only to find out the next few days that u fractured ur bones. or u got urself a girl fren and tell urself that this might actually "work out" but end up gettin disappointed and dumped by the one u thought was ur true love
u may think that this person that uve jus accepted to u be ur boyfriend is the one u get to spend with for d rest of ur life, only to find out that he has cancer and he cant be saved the next few months. well, shit happens, and it did to my beloved sister.
i got an sms from my sister today that she was leavin to ipoh and she borrowed one of my caps. so i called her, cos i was CONCERNED about which cap she took ( hahahaha im a loser) and i oso asked her why was she going back.. and she said she had to attend Alfreds funeral.
Alfreds gone.. sleepin peacefully during the last few breaths of his life. i wonder what would u actually think of when u noe ur gonna go; have i made enough money in my life? have i had the best things in life? am i going to heaven? or have i done my best to give my best to others? i wonder what was on his mind...
its a sad thing; the nicest guy my sister met, some1 i feel that was so strong and independent has to leave us. why do nice people tend to leave this life earlier? its not right to say life is unfair but sumtimes it is indeed very true...
i know that he was happy towards the end of his life, though he had to suffer so much putting on the tube and breathing through it, going through surgeries and having to see the doctor time after time. for some1 like him to have gone through that, withuot complainin as much as i noe i would if i was put into that situation, i reli look up to him.. his so strong. i reli dunno wat to say.. im glad in a way hes suffering came to an end :) seeing him not being able to tok anymore, only able to tell ppl wat he thinks by writin notes down and forced to breathe through a tube, it must be hard for him..
i noe i wouldnt be able to take it if i was him. yeah. i would be so mentally affected, i would think of commiting suicide. im sure most of us would. i would pity myself. i would cry so often i would want to be another person. but sometimes we cant choose certain things in our lives. some things cant be changed, and i guess we havta live with it and make d best out of it.
i would say that ive learnt something from this. apart from appreciating the ones u have, and u shud give urself to others and spend as much time as u want with them, i believe that i havta be strong. i cant be complanin so much anymore. life has its ups and downs, but look around. there are so many other ppl in this life who has to go through worse shits than u. alfreds definitely one of them.. im glad he had some1 like my sister to take care of him.
watchin my sister going to the hospital to see him everyday, takin care of him and all.. is the most admirable thing ive seen in my own eyes. never in my life have i seen with my very own eyes, such tremendous sacrifice someone has made for d other person. mayb ive never actually seen the world hahahaha but i noe that some1 like my sister to do all those things.. is definitely hard to find.
im so proud to be her brother( for once).. i reli do.. i guess ill always be there for her, as she is going through her hardest moments in life.. i cant do much, but i would try my very best to not make her feel lonely and all. thats all i can do... i hope she gets to read this..
bye
Saturday, June 14, 2008
4 am
its 4 am here... and i dun feel like sleepin.. dunno why.. haha. sams beside me now dealing with her video thing while i was watchin high school musical 2. ok ok im QUITE childish but tat doesnt mean jonlims a loser k? i jus wanted to see this show quite awhile ago,never got the chance to cos was busy hehehehehe but since im on holiday it shud be alright :D
im leavin soon!!! holidays are gonna end. and when i go back, a lot of things are gonna be waitfing for me out there... why does it sound so cheesy?!!?!? hahahaha yeah anyway, things are really gonna change man.. i dun even noe which path im takin.. well, at least i noe tat God's gonna be there for me :) thats the only dependable thing that i have right at this moment.
life in australia is so different. the people, the places, culture, HOUSE, everything. i feel like a completely different person living in a totally different lifestyle; i sleep from 10-12 hours a day, i dun havta study Algebra or Chemistry and get stressed up for nuts and YET, i stil get stressed over college. hahahaah! i guess we would never noe sometimes whether we've made d right choices in life, until we're finally with Him. well, at least thats the situation for me. i reli admire those who get clear visions and signs, and they seem pretty sure that those are from God. i reli wish i have that gift... hehe.
anyway, i think i shud be sleepin SOON! hope everything wil turn out to be alright tomoro :D
God bless u all
im leavin soon!!! holidays are gonna end. and when i go back, a lot of things are gonna be waitfing for me out there... why does it sound so cheesy?!!?!? hahahaha yeah anyway, things are really gonna change man.. i dun even noe which path im takin.. well, at least i noe tat God's gonna be there for me :) thats the only dependable thing that i have right at this moment.
life in australia is so different. the people, the places, culture, HOUSE, everything. i feel like a completely different person living in a totally different lifestyle; i sleep from 10-12 hours a day, i dun havta study Algebra or Chemistry and get stressed up for nuts and YET, i stil get stressed over college. hahahaah! i guess we would never noe sometimes whether we've made d right choices in life, until we're finally with Him. well, at least thats the situation for me. i reli admire those who get clear visions and signs, and they seem pretty sure that those are from God. i reli wish i have that gift... hehe.
anyway, i think i shud be sleepin SOON! hope everything wil turn out to be alright tomoro :D
God bless u all
Friday, June 13, 2008
It's Ending...
urm,
dad didnt wanna go to the city anymore. i think mainly cos we've covered almost all the areas. so we decided to go to Hurtsville, since dad thought i wanted to get a Superman Jacket when i've told him MANY TIMES i just WANNA HAVE A LOOK AT IT :p
and so, we got to the mall about 1 pm? we went there by bus. first time takin a bus in australia for this trip! hahahaha! and we went to Jay Jays( shop sellin the jacket) AND! they're out of stock for that jacket. so potong right?? lol so we had lunch after that. and i told dad i wanted to go shoppin alone, until Auntie Irene comes. and so we departed on our own ways hahahaha sounds so cliche. yeah and i saw Myers, went into it. AND I SAW MY LEVIS JEANS!! THE PERFECT SIZE!!! lol im surprised how my waist has gotten so small! its only 30 now!!! hahahahah and so i got my first Levis jeans! :D
so after shoppin, we got home and rested for awhile before dinner. i had my first afternoon nap since i came! hahahahha i dunno why i felt so tired suddenly. went to the gym after that, before shower. and went for dinner after shower at some chinese restaurant. dinner was alright; ate a lot as usual.. since weathers cold here have been eating a lot almost everyday :p im even eating chips while typing this down hahaha
so im back, doing this while watchin Forest Gump. hahahahaha.
~miss u guys~
sometimes, and i mean most of the time, things seem to go out of what we have planned... and things will happen even if we dont want them to.. i guess we jus havta make the best out of it and not worry :D
dad didnt wanna go to the city anymore. i think mainly cos we've covered almost all the areas. so we decided to go to Hurtsville, since dad thought i wanted to get a Superman Jacket when i've told him MANY TIMES i just WANNA HAVE A LOOK AT IT :p
and so, we got to the mall about 1 pm? we went there by bus. first time takin a bus in australia for this trip! hahahaha! and we went to Jay Jays( shop sellin the jacket) AND! they're out of stock for that jacket. so potong right?? lol so we had lunch after that. and i told dad i wanted to go shoppin alone, until Auntie Irene comes. and so we departed on our own ways hahahaha sounds so cliche. yeah and i saw Myers, went into it. AND I SAW MY LEVIS JEANS!! THE PERFECT SIZE!!! lol im surprised how my waist has gotten so small! its only 30 now!!! hahahahah and so i got my first Levis jeans! :D
so after shoppin, we got home and rested for awhile before dinner. i had my first afternoon nap since i came! hahahahha i dunno why i felt so tired suddenly. went to the gym after that, before shower. and went for dinner after shower at some chinese restaurant. dinner was alright; ate a lot as usual.. since weathers cold here have been eating a lot almost everyday :p im even eating chips while typing this down hahaha
so im back, doing this while watchin Forest Gump. hahahahaha.
~miss u guys~
sometimes, and i mean most of the time, things seem to go out of what we have planned... and things will happen even if we dont want them to.. i guess we jus havta make the best out of it and not worry :D
Thursday, June 12, 2008
Chapter 1
ok this is my first chapter of my journal in Australia :D hehehe actualy this is the second post about it but dun care lar since i forgot to write chapter one for the previous post :p
so we went city again. was supposed to go oxford street to have a look at some gays but we changed our minds in d end.. cos theres nothing to look forward to there.. unless u tell me tats lesbian street :D hahahah jus kiddin!
so we walked and walked around george street; street with shops here and there, and i managed to buy another shirt from Cotton On. i think thats my 7th or 8th shirt for the trip already. ive used a lot already so i think i havta stop buyin anything anymore lol.
and we went to cantebury's clubhouse for dinner. wow it was sooo good man, i ate a lot. in fact, i have been eating too much for the past few days.. weeks.. no, the entire trip actually. quite glad i didnt reli put THAT much of weight on tho.
and so here i am, alone in d hall(ive been sleepin in d hall in Sydney with a sofa-bed), typing these words down.. gosh its so boring man! hahahahahah. anyway.. i cant stop thinkin about college.. im worried.. will i be able to make it? i hope The Lord wil help me through this.. ive seen Him helping me in so many ways, so many times.. i know He wouldnt let me down for no very good reasons.. im kinda tired.. i think my points are running all over..... ill jus stop here..
bye
so we went city again. was supposed to go oxford street to have a look at some gays but we changed our minds in d end.. cos theres nothing to look forward to there.. unless u tell me tats lesbian street :D hahahah jus kiddin!
so we walked and walked around george street; street with shops here and there, and i managed to buy another shirt from Cotton On. i think thats my 7th or 8th shirt for the trip already. ive used a lot already so i think i havta stop buyin anything anymore lol.
and we went to cantebury's clubhouse for dinner. wow it was sooo good man, i ate a lot. in fact, i have been eating too much for the past few days.. weeks.. no, the entire trip actually. quite glad i didnt reli put THAT much of weight on tho.
and so here i am, alone in d hall(ive been sleepin in d hall in Sydney with a sofa-bed), typing these words down.. gosh its so boring man! hahahahahah. anyway.. i cant stop thinkin about college.. im worried.. will i be able to make it? i hope The Lord wil help me through this.. ive seen Him helping me in so many ways, so many times.. i know He wouldnt let me down for no very good reasons.. im kinda tired.. i think my points are running all over..... ill jus stop here..
bye
Australia
and so, jon lim is in australia...
waiting to go out now, dads showering and ive nothing to do. taken my breakfast tho. I THINK ive overstayed here for a lil too long.. cos things seem to get a lil boring over here. well its not like ive not made new frens and seen new places and have eaten good food but... yeah lar :D
starting to miss home too.. hehe. i think we'll be going out for shoppin again today. this is like the 20th time we've been out shoppin since we came? lol bought quite a lot of stuffs tho. and bought some souvenirs too! lol
anyway ive nothing much to say at the moment. but wil be writing posts VERY OFTEN nowadays; as long as im in australia my blog wil be super duper active hahahahaa.
ciao
ps; i wonder if anyones ever gonna read this lol
waiting to go out now, dads showering and ive nothing to do. taken my breakfast tho. I THINK ive overstayed here for a lil too long.. cos things seem to get a lil boring over here. well its not like ive not made new frens and seen new places and have eaten good food but... yeah lar :D
starting to miss home too.. hehe. i think we'll be going out for shoppin again today. this is like the 20th time we've been out shoppin since we came? lol bought quite a lot of stuffs tho. and bought some souvenirs too! lol
anyway ive nothing much to say at the moment. but wil be writing posts VERY OFTEN nowadays; as long as im in australia my blog wil be super duper active hahahahaa.
ciao
ps; i wonder if anyones ever gonna read this lol
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
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