4 am

its 4 am here... and i dun feel like sleepin.. dunno why.. haha. sams beside me now dealing with her video thing while i was watchin high school musical 2. ok ok im QUITE childish but tat doesnt mean jonlims a loser k? i jus wanted to see this show quite awhile ago,never got the chance to cos was busy hehehehehe but since im on holiday it shud be alright :D

im leavin soon!!! holidays are gonna end. and when i go back, a lot of things are gonna be waitfing for me out there... why does it sound so cheesy?!!?!? hahahaha yeah anyway, things are really gonna change man.. i dun even noe which path im takin.. well, at least i noe tat God's gonna be there for me :) thats the only dependable thing that i have right at this moment.

life in australia is so different. the people, the places, culture, HOUSE, everything. i feel like a completely different person living in a totally different lifestyle; i sleep from 10-12 hours a day, i dun havta study Algebra or Chemistry and get stressed up for nuts and YET, i stil get stressed over college. hahahaah! i guess we would never noe sometimes whether we've made d right choices in life, until we're finally with Him. well, at least thats the situation for me. i reli admire those who get clear visions and signs, and they seem pretty sure that those are from God. i reli wish i have that gift... hehe.

anyway, i think i shud be sleepin SOON! hope everything wil turn out to be alright tomoro :D

God bless u all